Fears Past and Present [NOT 21/9/24]

I decided to keep things light?

What makes your brain go bump in the night?

What I used to fear or have anxieties about:

The Dark

Being exposed as a fraud/imposter

Am I capable enough, good enough (ties in with imposter)

Cokehead Narcissist

Do people really like me?

Will my parents approve?

What I still fear/anxieties:

Heights

The existential dread of the human condition (Nuclear War/Global Climate Change)

Losing my job/finding a new one

Stupid things that no one else seems to think about but hang me up.

Getting older

Open Threat/Thread as per usual.

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    • As a child I was terrified that my ceiling fan would fall off the ceiling and shred me to bits in my bed. I forget which movie I saw where a person got shredded in an industrial fan, somehow 7 yr old me thought my ceiling fan could do that to me. So that was an old fear.

      Also, because my dad was obsessed with waterbed (no clue why, it was the 80s), I had a waterbed as a kid. If there was a thunderstorm, I would stay up late afraid that lightning would strike the bed because it’s water. Kid brain logic was “get out of the pool, water attracts lightnight” therefore “I am using a mattress made of water, it would definitely attract lightning, too.”

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